Dress Stress

Today one of my beautiful bridesmaids, Donna and I went to look at wedding dresses. The idea of searching for my dress was actually causing me to have anxiety attacks. I'd get flustered and feel my heart beating a mile a minute. It was actually one of the last things I wanted to do, however everyone in the salons and Thomas' cousin Nicole said I have to order my dress by mid-January. So today was a trial run; just to wet me feet as it were and get a feel for it.

We went to Kelly's Kreations and I really liked the women there. It was small but sweet. I tried on about 5-6 dresses and really liked 2 of them. One of them was a Demetrios dress and very detailed and rich looking. The second one was a Maggie Sottero and was simply amazing; lavish and classical. However I didn't put on either one and say "this is the one". To coin a phrase, I wasn't able to "say yes to the dress".

I've sent a deadline of January 15th. I want to order my dress by that day.